Tuesday, April 14, 2015

What's In a Name?


A few words about the title of my blog. 

It took me a while to figure out what to call it. First of all, most of the good ideas are taken, and some really weird ones are taken too (I was half tempted to look up some of them just to see what kind of crazy blogs used some of those domain names, but I digress). So I continued to brainstorm, but after my husband vetoed my last brilliant idea, “The Mediocrity Chronicles” (it was getting late); I realized I needed to do some real soul searching. What I came up with was, “Walking by Candlelight” and to my relief it was available!

But why this title? First, I think it’s pretty clear from my earlier post that I am a person of faith. I belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I believe in God. I believe that Jesus Christ is the Savior of the world. I believe in, and try to live my life by, His words. But doing that is not as simple as it sounds. Life is full of “darkness”, whether that is trials, mistakes, or simply the unknown.

There are many places to find answers to help us in this darkness, but I believe only one place to find true “light”, and that is from God. There are times when I feel like that light is a raging fire: I can see the path ahead of me, and I know what to do. It brightens my life and fills me with hope. But more often, I feel I am following the light of a single candle.

 I actually think that is how God wants life to be most of the time. Not that He wants us to fumble and struggle in the dark, but He wants us to trust Him enough to take that step into the dark. Life isn't meant to be simply following a neatly laid out plan.  He created us as vibrant and diverse souls, to whom he gave the will to choose. His Gospel gives us the guiding principles, but the rest is up to us. Essentially, all we need is that candle. If we stay close to its light, he trusts us to find our way back to Him. His confidence in my ability not to botch this whole thing both frightens and inspires me.  

So I walk on, trying to follow the light, hoping to share it with others.


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